Now reveal your form of a bestower #26
Form_of_a_Bestower_26 Mohini Didi Sep 26th, 2026
Om Shanti!
I am sure everyone is okay, yes. when we listen to something then once own reflection then the churning begins because when we listen we want to absorb it, we want to put it in practice and for that contemplation or reflection are important and Baba calls it ‘Mannanchintan’ because meditation really begins with reflections when you reflecting you go internal, become introvert, you are really not out your mind is not connected with external world but you go deep into and thru your thinking lot of new insight get created because lot of people think meditation is control of mind or meditation is not to think but for us meditation is to think because you can’t really stop your mind and you shouldn’t let it work but there has to be direction, mind needs direction so what we do in meditation we give mind direction so we could remove it from external world and take the mind to internal world, we call it introverted stage. So meditation first step is ‘Mannan’ and for that the topic which is given to begin with that as a human being, human is my form body, but being is soul human being, human is my image right, there are animals, birds but i am human and being is living and that is why i am soul, that is why they say i am living being, ‘ Chetanya Atma’, body is mortal, soul is immortal so when i heard which i knew little bit here and there so now i want to meditate on really feeling, realizing my own true self that i am soul, i am point of life, i am a peaceful soul, i am loveful, i am thinking now, like you are not stopping, lot of people even now i can’t meditate i say why? Because I can’t stop my mind I say who ask you to stop, i can’t have control on my mind i said no, everything has to be channaled, it has to be kind of properly discipline, you don’t go and drink water in the ocean, you drink thru tap so water has been filtered and it’s an order no some kind of. So it’s like giving right direction to mind and at least like my body, hands, they are in my control but mind is out of control, instead of shaking hand you can slap someone, if you don’t have control right little anger comes then you say i feel like bitting someone so internally creating my original nature of love, of peace of which original soul is, everyone is peaceful but then you get upset, it’s not that you are upset all the time right so in meditation you giving something to mind to have reflections, how i am immortal, body is mortal so when somebody leaves body, my uncle left so who’s body is here, it’s a body which is here, uncle left so soul is the uncle in the body, no soul is soul in the body of uncle that’s how relationships are. When i came to know i am a soul, i looked at my mother oh she is also a soul but in this birth she is my mother she has to take care me or i also have to love her so relationships are formed when we come into souls come in to body so that’s how soul and the body so what we do in meditation i am trying to self realize, i try to understand if i am immortal then what i am doing here? Playing my part world drama’s stage i am playing my part, now you listen to that but it takes time right, to feel that on this world drama is stage, i am an actor and this body is a costume which i am wearing to play my part, we all have you will never find two people have same size of nose, i sometimes wonder even God says i don’t create the bodies, everyone has a different features, how many billions and He is such an artist so i am an actor playing my part on this drama’s stage so that means you are playing part but also you can’t, if actor is on the stage and Drama finishes and he say i am not going anywhere but you have to go home, you can’t be in this costume, you have to change your costume and go home so this is how soul leaves one body and play another part then lot of karmic accounts are created amongst each other good negative and then we take another body it’s a continuity, it’s a cycle, they say ‘Shristichakra’ so meditation is reflection you are thinking but not thinking of external physical but internal so your mind is connected, live in the world but connected with the soul and then i play my part so this is how many little little steps can be taken of meditation just think i am immortal being when we came young Baba use to tell us there are many small rocks in Pandavbhavan now they have more buildings so we will go sit on this rock, i am a soul, i am peaceful i am immortal this body has aging no, how long we can live, our Daddies live over hundred years but we knew one day they have to leave, souls have to go play another part so even if you try not to, can anyone stop aging? You might look aged but age is there right when it’s long big airport so i take wheelchair so they ask you because above 75 you are allowed, not to come out because you know raise your hand and all that for your screening, i don’t like it so i tell them no, what’s your age i say 85, ohh you are 85? So sometimes people can’t see that age but there is age right so you can’t stop anything, eternal keeps moving on, we don’t have any control on anything but only like Brahmababa he was 93, no glasses, no stick, he walked straight, he sat straight of course because his life was very balanced, you know i told you after Murli 40 minutes he will go for a walk and he will go fast and we are running behind him, he was so good in to this, very balanced life in food and exercise and some of us depend lot on cars but there are certain sisters they will always walk instead of sitting in the car so we kind of balance it so understand the knowledge of the soul and supreme soul God so whole life style, many many things change now why i have to meditate on my father do i need to meditate on my father? If God is my Father do I need to meditate? I need to remember but because we can’t see Him thru our eyes as i told you yesterday no one has seen your parents when you were born but we know that they are our parents, we believe it so even if i don’t see God but i do believe, this tree of the world can’t be without the seed and seed is always one, it’s not two mango seeds in one tree so we know that God is the seed and this whole tree, whole universe with all religions, languages are the branches of this tree so that i am connecting now my mind with my Father so you know this word meditation came up after ___, Mahesh yogi when he came to foreign country he went and he started what we call it __ , early 60, before they use to call yoga but then yoga start becoming like hatyoga exercise and all that but yoga means connection, one plus one yoga so mind connected with One yoga means so then why i have to yoga with Baba you know many times Baba don’t say yoga meditation, remember me, think you are a soul and He is my Father, all others are soul right. And then our meditation is walking, sitting, doing action we call it karma yoga. Baba says that the unlimited Father is our beastower. Baba says you children must not take anything from the source, simply take from the Father, whatever you have taken you have to give, you have to give to others, when you have to others Baba says you mustn't have any desire to take back from them, Baba says that the soul who have the desire, Baba says actually who have to give everything but not have desire to take something from the source so we don’t have to have, even people sometimes when they have love they expect love, expect and that becomes sorrow, you don’t expect but it will come to you, so Baba says soul will give you only limited and temporary. Only from an unlimited Father you receive unlimited attainments so Baba says that any type of even slight desire to take something is taking you away from your self respect. So a lot of thinking, a lot of reflections so in between whenever we have a few minutes we do a lot of actions just stop, go in silence and reflect on some of the points.
Om Shanti.
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